text : a path of surrender and courage
so much change
OM namo narayani
Someone had written to me asking if my time in India was full of bliss (as I am going to a lot of puja and doing meditation), I replied that no, this present path was not one of bliss... she responded that my present path sounded like one of surrender and courage.
this drawing was done last weektext : 7 months after surgery
8 months after radiation
feeling so flat
i can't stand all these changes in my body
hormone treatment still doesn't feel right, in need of something different, i want a natural therapy no more synthetic hormones
have put on weight
legs numbing
always tired
I don't know how I feel
I cannot recognise this body and how it feels
this drawing dates back to october...text : 7 months after radiation and I still have symptoms of post-traumatic stress
the trauma is still in my body
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